SubmissiveSwede

Tentang saya: I do video requests, meetups and sell used clothes, toys etc. Contact me if interested. Hi, I'm T. I have been submissive in one form or another since I was a little girl. Of course back then it hadn’t become sexual yet. I remember being around 6 years old & playing with my friends, whenever we pretended to be animals I always wanted my friends to be predators & i wanted to be the prey. I wanted them to hunt me, hurt me, scare me and sometimes even play-kill me. I also remember when I was around 11 there was this boy in my class who was always being mean to me and would hit me or push me around. He was significantly bigger than me. I remember liking what he did to me. I liked it when he was being mean to me, hitting me, pushing me around & I would keep myself in his surroundings hoping he would notice me & do something to me, either verbally or physically. At 14, in high school, during the winters a group of older boys always would shove snow inside the girls' clothes & they would sometimes push the girls on the ground to do this. None of the girls liked this & would do anything to stay away or keep inside, except me. I would find any excuse to go outside so i could get "caught" by the older boys, have them push me to the ground & shove snow under my shirt. I really liked it but, of course, back then this wasn’t something I reflected over or was even really aware of. It isn’t until now that I'm older & secure in my sexuality that I’ve come to realize that this surely is connected to my submissiveness. That & the fact that I have been emotionally neglected by my father all my life. Hello daddy issues! That being said, me being submissive is only on a sexual level. In my day to day life I am not submissive, although I can be very shy & timid towards men. I am naturally an introvert but can be extroverted if the situation calls for it. I am independent & I have no trouble taking care of myself.